I actually feel a pretty strong urge to self harm. Which I haven't done in ages. I can't motivate myself to do anything that would be beneficial to me. I'm dehydrated. But drink water? Phhht. That's for living things. Not me.
Wednesday, November 25, 2015
Meltdown imminent. Evacuate.
I'm at breaking point. Again. The stress has reached a hilarious peak and I can't deal so I am detached. Occasionally I am present enough to worry that curling up under my blankets when I have a stats exam tomorrow is utter sabotage. But then that flips the switch again and I am totally dissociated again.
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:( *hugs*
ReplyDeleteI hate this time of year. It always seems to trigger a lot of meltdowns for one reason or another.
I know it's hard, but please try to at least drink some water. I'm worried for you :(
xxxx